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I m lucky indeed to have so many helpful souls around me..especially while doing my PhD..TQ guys..So tday kakzah came to my house. Apart from visiting her daughter at Shahputra Kolej beside my neighbourhood she came to give my thesis draft corrected by Dr. KY..If not because of her I would have to ait till nxt week to get this immportant item. Considering each day in june is 'expenxive' n valuable..I really appreciate her help..Thanx again KZah n hope KZah enjoyed the lunch..kari ikan opah , rendang kerang opah, ayam berempah opah, sambal tumis pHd, sayur campur PHd, ikan masin bibik, air oren manis ya amat...buah tembikai...mmmmmmSilap tak capture photo TQ again..thnax kak miah, kerani di jab. Farmakologi yg tolong pas kat kakzah draft ini..Wish my department have these kind of staffs..helpful, creative.., boleh pikir betond job scope...

Pening last month tak settle lagi, this month pening lagi..Mana idoknye..last month i realised that they have overpaid me an extra 5 k ..total since Jan..Camne hangpa buat keje..kompius sokmo. Tak kan tak tau differentiate lagi between clinician ngan basic science lecturere..ish ish ish. Nasib baik le kita ni kategori..amanah..ewah..puji diri sendiri nampak..Kalu tak leboh dah duit UIA ku baham senyap senyap..hangpa buka perasan pun. This month terkejut badak..mana tak nye, kate nak potong balik in a year..tiba tiba deduct % k ++terus..Eh teman nak makan pasir ape this month?..Dah le tu bagi lagi extra 7 k..Apa lagi kena sembur le kerani kat gombak tu..Tup tup depa call...saying..Doc that one memang yuou desrve ..Its a tunggakan from 2006..Ish bior betul.Dah ku sembur tiba tiba bagi tau good news plak...ish cam tak percaya.Tapi happy lah jugak..Anyway ..kalu tak kerana depa overpaid 5K tu..kaya le 7 k this month..tapi kerana dah deduct balik tu..tak le berapa kaya..Cuma tak kayap ..Any...

I ve been spending my weekend at my office for the last few weeks. Had just completed ny summary for presentation. with such huge data its not easy to compress every thing without living out something. So far I ve got 115 slides to present..the 'biggest' presentation so far hope the audience can digest all the information feed to them on wednesday..Still have few hours to practise to ensure things that come out from my mouth tally with whats on slide and whats in my brain hi hi. Lucky I ve not procrsatinate much the last few weeks and things seemed as planned. Hope Dr. KY can hand me soon the draft ..hopefully in 1-2 weeks time can produce the final one..not just hope but MUST..MUST.. So hope Allah grant me with patience, sabr, health not just me but with the kids, opah, bibik n hubby...Next week will be hectic again..with ayah going to KL early morning with the boss, me going late afternoon to KL, wednesday post presentation back to Kuantan as ayahs going to langkawai..n wont ...

I like these words..I didnt use them when I was at schools for my vocab was limited. Perseverence and patience has help me through my life..Not that my life was so challenged but i did went thru difficulties along the way..But alhamdulillah it mostly related towards achieveing my ambition in my study. I do have a tinge of 'low self esteem' n lack of confidence..Some may say no its not good to adopt those attitude but somehow it works for me..In exam..how ever hard i studied ( i knew what study hard meant for, when others were curling in their bed, i sit or lied on cold cement to catch some light to study when i was in boarding school, do as many past years questions as i could or walked 6 km alone to go/back for tuition to enter MRSM in Shah Alam, or browsed thru those thick medical book to touch up notes given by lecturers ( and the guys usually photocopied mine..and read..read..read.....)there was always a question of 'What if i failed" and alhamdulillah with that a...

I wonder why she wants it. Everything presented. Even those who have professors as the supervisors are not asked to give full raw data....Boleh gila kalu tak sabo...Sabar Sabar..Another 1 & 1/2 months..hope i can get rid of her soon.