Kenangan lalu...1994 ..married couples di Adelaide MATES 2
Salam...Alhamdulilah Allah the Al Mighty allows me to breath this Ramadhan air 2008. I m forty this year and hope that I ll be granted with good health to meet nxt Ramadhan.
This year Ramadhan is a bit different. Dont know ..probably after looking around, considering what had happened in the last few months. Loved ones who had left us behind to meet the Creator, cousins who were struggling with cancers..or may be just age. Or probably living near the mosque..we get to hear ceramah even though we are lazying in our comfort zone...Yeah..Since the first day of Ramadhan I ve put target for my self..Higher then before..Yeas if dear hubby can do it , why cant I..Probably my recitation still need corrections but I think better to do it then procrastinate...So Alhamdulillah I ve managed to reach up to juzuk 12....Its ok its better to muhasabah and correct than do nothing..Isnt a good muslim is someone who is better today then yesterday..
This year Ramadhan is a bit different. Dont know ..probably after looking around, considering what had happened in the last few months. Loved ones who had left us behind to meet the Creator, cousins who were struggling with cancers..or may be just age. Or probably living near the mosque..we get to hear ceramah even though we are lazying in our comfort zone...Yeah..Since the first day of Ramadhan I ve put target for my self..Higher then before..Yeas if dear hubby can do it , why cant I..Probably my recitation still need corrections but I think better to do it then procrastinate...So Alhamdulillah I ve managed to reach up to juzuk 12....Its ok its better to muhasabah and correct than do nothing..Isnt a good muslim is someone who is better today then yesterday..
But suddenly, yesterday I had my menses...Arggh gone is my target..While hubby is speeding his way targeting 30 juzuk for ramadhan ..I need to wait for may be 7 or 8 days..Oh God hope my momentum will be just as good then..otherwise..
This morning alhamdullillah get the chance to hear a ceramah by a Mejar from the nearby mosque..Among others the gist from what he said..."Ramadhan bukan lah sekadar berlapar dahaga di siang hari tetapi termasuklah amalan menghidupkan malam dengan Terawih dan sembahyang malam. Betapa beruntungnya mereka yang mengejar dalam mengerjakan amal dalam satu sahaja bulan dari 12 bulan..yang mana dijanjikan Allah balasan yang tiada batasan.." But sad sad..as usual the first 10 days was when the rumah Allah is packed like sardine, then came the net 10 days..when 30% of the jamaah is gone..including me but with valid reasons..Then the last 10 days..when only maybe the imam, bilal and few hardcores ( beuntungla these selected people) that will still be around..
IF IF lah..we can see pahala tu turun dari langit macam emas jatuh bergolek...or kalau lah every time kita buat amal ibadat tu then pegi ATM check akaun after that RM plusssssssssss...maybe..maybe Masjid and surau bukan setakat penuh malahan maybe pecah sebab punyer la ramai nak beribadat di bulan ramadhan..
Dan IF IF la bila kita buat maksiat tu...(mengumpat..(adoi..tetiba sakit rasa kena cubit)..atau menipu, mencuri, memfitnah, memonteng puasa, menangkap orang dan masukkan dalam kurungan tanpa alasan dan tak boleh bela diri, meengelentong, menunjuk aurat, me...me..memacam lagi le) tetiba kita nampak api neraka to kor dekat atau kor besar nyale dia..maybe kita pun turut berlari-lari bapak untuk ke masjid dan join terawih..
But Allah the Al Mighty has granted us not only with our beautifully created physical self but also with aqal..Thus its up to us..OR its up to me...to get back to my earlier momentum or be lazy and just join the crowd and miss all the barakah of this holy month..
Allah aampunkan aku...dari silap yang kecil dan besar, dari salah yang sedar dan yang tak disengajakan..Allah kasihkan ayah dan ibuku...Kasih kan lah mereka seperti mana mereka mencurahkan segala kasih dan sayang yang ada pada mereka buat membesarkan aku..kasihkan lah saudara saudara ku..kasihkan lah anak anak ku..Jadikan lah mereka zuriat yang bermanafaat buat aku di dunia dan buat aku di akhirat..Waktu dimana tiada apa yang dapat menolong aku..kecuali 3..amalanku, harta yang dibelanja dijalan mu..dan doa anak-anak yang soleh...
Amin ya Robbal Alamin..
This morning alhamdullillah get the chance to hear a ceramah by a Mejar from the nearby mosque..Among others the gist from what he said..."Ramadhan bukan lah sekadar berlapar dahaga di siang hari tetapi termasuklah amalan menghidupkan malam dengan Terawih dan sembahyang malam. Betapa beruntungnya mereka yang mengejar dalam mengerjakan amal dalam satu sahaja bulan dari 12 bulan..yang mana dijanjikan Allah balasan yang tiada batasan.." But sad sad..as usual the first 10 days was when the rumah Allah is packed like sardine, then came the net 10 days..when 30% of the jamaah is gone..including me but with valid reasons..Then the last 10 days..when only maybe the imam, bilal and few hardcores ( beuntungla these selected people) that will still be around..
IF IF lah..we can see pahala tu turun dari langit macam emas jatuh bergolek...or kalau lah every time kita buat amal ibadat tu then pegi ATM check akaun after that RM plusssssssssss...maybe..maybe Masjid and surau bukan setakat penuh malahan maybe pecah sebab punyer la ramai nak beribadat di bulan ramadhan..
Dan IF IF la bila kita buat maksiat tu...(mengumpat..(adoi..tetiba sakit rasa kena cubit)..atau menipu, mencuri, memfitnah, memonteng puasa, menangkap orang dan masukkan dalam kurungan tanpa alasan dan tak boleh bela diri, meengelentong, menunjuk aurat, me...me..memacam lagi le) tetiba kita nampak api neraka to kor dekat atau kor besar nyale dia..maybe kita pun turut berlari-lari bapak untuk ke masjid dan join terawih..
But Allah the Al Mighty has granted us not only with our beautifully created physical self but also with aqal..Thus its up to us..OR its up to me...to get back to my earlier momentum or be lazy and just join the crowd and miss all the barakah of this holy month..
Allah aampunkan aku...dari silap yang kecil dan besar, dari salah yang sedar dan yang tak disengajakan..Allah kasihkan ayah dan ibuku...Kasih kan lah mereka seperti mana mereka mencurahkan segala kasih dan sayang yang ada pada mereka buat membesarkan aku..kasihkan lah saudara saudara ku..kasihkan lah anak anak ku..Jadikan lah mereka zuriat yang bermanafaat buat aku di dunia dan buat aku di akhirat..Waktu dimana tiada apa yang dapat menolong aku..kecuali 3..amalanku, harta yang dibelanja dijalan mu..dan doa anak-anak yang soleh...
Amin ya Robbal Alamin..
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